Inaya ko siyang maging FUBU, pero naging kami

BEFORE MAGJAKOL, BASAHIN NIYO NA DIN PO YUNG STORY (SIGE NA )

If super tigang ka na talagang magjakol, the pics are below. This wasn’t intended to be a storytime thread. Pero in case some of you are curious, the story behind how I knew this girl is actually interesting. Also, maappreciate kita if binasa mo yung full story 

SHORT DISCLAIMER: Moving forward, I will refer to the girl as Carm. This is not her real name, I just think that she should remain anonymous.

During college, I had one goal: to earn a degree in mechanical engineering. Pero, that all changed when I met Carm who, coincidentally, goes to the school adjacent to where I was studying.

It wasn’t love at first sight. I actually thought na face-wise, she looked average for my taste. I don’t think panget siya pero, hindi rin naman ako nagagandahan sa kanya. Siguro may itsura lang pero, Idk. You guys be the judge. Her photos are below naman so you can see for yourself.

Anyway, kahit hindi ko talaga siya type face-wise, pagdating sa katawan niya? MY GHAD. SUPER TYPE KO SIYA. LIKE FOR ME? ANG HOT NIYA SOBRA!

When it comes to body preference, I’m an ass guy talaga. I’ll take a flat chested woman with a plump, shapely booty, kahit may stretchmarks pa yan, over a girl na walang pwet pero malaking boobs like for real. Just getting that out of the way. And si Carm, kahit hindi man malaki boobs niya, bawing bawi sa firm and malaman niyang pwet.

Volleyball player kasi si Carm and tuwing pinanonood ko siya, all I could think of was “when can she sit on my face”. Nababaliw ako everytime inaayos niya yung shorts niya tuwing nagkakawedgie siya.

Pagdating sa legs? Her legs are to die for. Makinis and walang sugat, apart from a small birth mark malapit sa biyas niya which I find to be cute. And also because nobody’s perfect naman. Someone, somewhere will probably have some sort of insecurity.

Anyway, I think it’s established that I lust over this girl. While I’m unsure if I want to be there for her emotionally, physically, her body is a breedable sex machine and I don’t mind fucking her for days.

Knowing all of this, pursuing a degree became a secondary goal. It became certain that fucking her became my goal. I NEED to have sex with this girl. I CRAVE her body. Hindi talaga ako matahimik during those days.

So of course, like anyone na nagkaroon ng crush before, will know, that the ideal first step would be to approach her some way and ask if she’d be willing to go on a date with you. I did that pero I asked her if willing ba siya na kahit maging FUBU kami. I said this to see if Carm’s the type of girl na papayag sa ganun. Syempre, I got REJECTED almost immediately. Kung ikaw ba naman biglang mag aayang maging FUBU ng di gaanong kilala diba? Hindi rin kasi ako nag-iisip.

Ganun pa man, this still made me INFURIATED. My pride was hurt. Not to brag, pero I think popular naman ako sa school namin. May mga classmate/schoolmates akong nagkakacrush sakin na hindi ko binibigyan ng pansin kasi determined and motivated lang talaga ako namakapagtapos and magkaroon ng degree. Tapos itong girl na to na hindi din naman ako nagagandahan, rejects me? Ako? Pwes! Nainis talaga ako, na nalungkot.

While reading this, yes, I understand, nasa mali ako. Pero keep in mind, during this time, driven lang talaga ako ng libog and hindi ako sanay na hindi ko nakukuha gusto ko.

So, I did what idiots do after being rejected. I asked her out again the next day, and… you guessed it, got rejected ulit. I did this 7 times. So much so, na naging running joke na ako sa friends niya.

In the process of being rejected numerous times, naging kaclose ko na yung iba sa mga friends niya. They didn’t take me seriously of course. Syempre ipagtatanggol nila si Carm til the end of time. Pero in the process of knowing them, I actually learned a lot about Carm. I know na despite her sexy figure, mahilig siya sa Mang Inasal, hindi siya mahilig sa kpop, car girl siya even if wala pa siyang sasakyan, takot siyang sumakay ng motor dahil naaksidente siya as a kid.

Grabe mga pre. Bigla akong nagkaroon ng realization na kahit napakasarap man si Carm sa paningin ko, and gusto ko talaga siyang tirahin sa kama ng paulit-ulit, nakalimutan ko na tao nga din pala si Carm. Nakalimutan yung aspect na yun ng buhay niya na in some ways, parehas din kami. Kinain lang talaga ako ng libog.

The next day, I swallowed my pride, tapos nagsorry ako kay Carm. Hindi ko siya binigyang respeto at dignidad nagsorry ako na pinipilit ko lang sarili ko sakanya. Hindi niya ako finorgive. Sabi niya lang sakin nun, “okay.”

After a couple of weeks, naging magkakaibigan kaming lahat, ako si Carm pati mga friends niya. Naging masaya siya sobra. Masayang kulitan and kwentuhan. Hangout hangout lang. Natuto akong respetuhin si Carm, even though syempre, hindi ko pa din mapigilan tumingin sa legs niya from time to time, nirerespeto ko naman siya promise Hahahaha

After one year, pucha antagal no? Merong dance ball event yung school niya for a good cause. The event invited outside attendees basta relative or super close friend. Parang plus one kumbaga. Carm, out of everyone, invited me. Kinilig ako mga pre. Kasi during this time, may pinagsamahan na rin kami Carm and close naman na kami as friends. Kaya naflatter ako.

During that night, sumayaw kami and kumain. I got to meet her parents which was really cool din. Yung dad niya magaling daw sa billiards. And yung mom niya was a teacher sa nearby public school. Knowing all of this, the more na narealize ko na buti nalang di talaga siya pumayag nung inaya ko siya. Kasi there’s really more to this girl na I didn’t know kasi masyado ko siyang inoobjectify.

While walking home, out of nowhere, hinawakan ni Carm kamay ko. Kinilig ako, hindi dahil libog ako sa kanya pero dahil iba na ang pananaw ko sa kanya ngayon. Mataas na talaga respeto ko kay Carm. So much so na I don’t actually think I’m worth it. Tuwing tinitignan ko siya, kahit legs niya pa yan or face niya, hindi lang siya yung nakikita ko. Nakikita ko rin yung friends and family na mahal siya as well as yung mga pinagsamahan namin na it would be a shame to lose all of that.

Eventually, natutunan kong mahalin si Carm ng tama. Niligawan ko siya ng maayos and eventually sinagot niya ako ng oo.

Did we have sex? Of course we did. She’s the best at it. And it feels oh so great. Not because I find her physically attractive, but because super mahal ko na rin talaga siya genuinely. Yung sexy figure niya becomes secondary whenever we have sex. All I’m thinking now, whenever we do it, is how much I love the woman talaga and how I’m so lucky to have her by my side in time of physical and emotional need.

Hanggang ngayon kami pa din.

Pero let’s address the elephant in the room. If I respect her that much then why am I posting this? Wag kayong mag-alala. I have her consent. She told me na technically, pinost niya rin naman tong mga photos na to sa instagram, so technically, these photos are open and can be viewed by anyone din naman from the start. I am simply relaying and not invading her privacy.

And also, we’re both adventurous when it comes to sex, and she doesn’t mind me saying that to everyone talaga. We even have a scandal together. Post ko kaya next time? Part 2 Maybe? Pag iisipan ko HAHAHAHA

Basta bottomline, I love this woman with all my heart.